change?!

mood:

I feel so restless considering that I didn’t do much over the weekend. I just did my laundry on Saturday and went to church on Sunday! Sometimes I’m thinking maybe I need a diversion. It’s always the same routine everyday and I’m getting sick and tired of it. And I have cancelled the only outlet that I have…my gym membership. Now what?! I told myself I have to discipline myself by exercising at home. But am I doing it? No! I also promised myself to eat less so I won’t gain weight. Am I doing it? No! Oh my!